From the beginning till the End

Emerge

2006-06-05T11:31:00.000+08:00

God really spoke to me during emerge
show me things that i sld take note in my life
i can say that i was crushed
my pride broke into pieces
im going to start anew
serving with a whole new perspective
knowing my position
sometimes i wonder why
why God have made me gone thru such trials
and the answer was revealed to me on the last emerge night
at the closing note
Pastor Kong said
"Sometimes you wonder why you have to go thru so many test, when you say that 'God why me?' when i have not done enough for You. But God puts you thru the test, because He knows that one day you will do greater things for Him." (something like tt)
God will You pick me, an imperfect vessel and use me?
=] and now i know the answer.
the last thing i want to share is
during worship
God spoke to me
'reminding me to cherish all that i have
not many are doing what i am doing
be faithful with the little things
cherish what i am doing now'
so God, mend the hole in my heart
i give You all of my, in exchange for all of You
let me serve with a whole new attitude
When im weak, you are strong
What ever im weak in, God, You will show me the way to take
God i place my life out on the alter
as a living sacrifice for You
Thank You for the covering over me
Serving them is a chance to learn
i will lay my life down for them
its the best i know how
to serve
Amen

BuSy

2006-05-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

what have i been busy with?
i have been busy with pastor lilian's birthday card!
we kept re-doing. as in searching for materials. changing designs. salvaging it also.
we just want the best for pastor la.
the final product. im ok la. but we won many praises at the party!

i went climbing with tianyi on friday
wasnt really our day
considering i've injured both palms and elbow.
its pure torture when i bath.
horrible experience.
nw its healing. im so happy.

sat's cell
laveen and lollipop came!
its wow i tell u.
so exciting! to see them in cell.
laveen joined us at service also.
so nice~~~

met up with pam, deanna, char and hazz on sat nite.
so long never see them
misses them alot.

sunday service
is power!
after tt we had a power prayer meeting also
thn we have a power party for pastor lilian
very nice
she rems my name, brother victor too.
haha
we got to know many others from church as well
=] =]

after the party
watched davinci code with sister selena.
lousy movie... not nice at all
haha

shalalala

2006-05-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

the past 3 days
i have been attending pst. phil's conference
it was great
definately spoke to me
have to start to wait on God
thats the most difficult thing to do
the heart is willing yet the flesh is weak

what a day sunday is
supposed to reach expo @ 8am
ended up waking at 8am
alarm at 530am did not manage to get me up
my morning call source - wenyao was in lala land
entire cell woke up late
we freaked Sister Selena out
hai. its my mistake
but still God is good
we manage to get the 8th row from the front
Praise the Lord.
My mom, Aunty soochin and Pam's mom came!
wow i tell u.
im so happy for pamela.. coz her mama said she finally understood why pam likes to go to church so much. and she enjoyed herself!
my mom loves the present i got her. i mean... she has to like it. im dead broke because of it.
had photo-taking for emerge
was quite dumb. waited for an hour.
sister selena make-up for me. much to me pleas not to. haha
still grateful to her.
which 1 of their cell leader will be there supporting them. even during photo-taking?
i only saw my leader there.
after tt we went bugis for katong laksa~
thn to chec to pack up. the mess... of papers strewn all over.

my family picked me up
we went to bottle tree restaurant in sembawang
just to. bring my mama to see the bottle tree!
dun ever eat their food. its... expensive n eEew...
after which we went to this open field by the sea
there was no one!
n we saw cute birds
never seen b4 in the city area
the place was just breathe-taking
beautiful
took a lot of photos some of which r up in friendster!

for dinner we have it in a outdoor restaurant
in sembawang park
me n my bro was dressed in formal because of church in the morning
n we were super out-of-place n hot there
we had fun
me n my brother

while walking in e park
he stepped on my feet
it was very painful!
thn my brother piggyback me back to the car
how nice! n fun!
how often do u get tt from a brother!

as a student

2006-05-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

today i wear super sloppishly to driving
berms... over-sized polo tee...old sneakers...spectacles
what a joke! hahaha
Did U-turning today also
i freaked my instructor with my turning... dont imagine~ haha

went home after driving
took a nap
bathe
go to work

after work
christelle came
At Davinci Room, lollipop did chemistry, christelle surf the net, i was stoning, laveen walking in and out, sean chan played PSP.
I start to do a lil chemistry on the board.
think it was quite fun! coz me n lollipop did the questions, discuss who was right or wrong...
i mean the sad thing was... how could i be unsure of the solution la... haha
how nice if we can do tht everyday.. thn everyone could learn something

after HL finished her remedials
we went to MOS burger for dinner
interesting to interact with some students

God is Good All the Time

what does my life revolves around?

2006-05-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

boring day at work
struggle with the photocopying machine
sat in for my Boss in 2 classes for a while
the students.. haha~ fun la though.

went with huiling and ruyou to see uncle john
he explained the brain system... cerebal cortex... limbatic system...
whatever...
but if im gonna take pyschology... i will learn tt...
yucks

on the way to see uncle john
we were drenched in the heavy rain!
umbrella is useless
sososo cold... jacket wet... shoes soaked...jeans stick to my skin
argh...

after the session...
ate tori Q and takeaway for sister
she pick us up on the cab n went to my hse
taught hl maths... wah got a question i dunno how to do leh
n weihao had his chem tuition

dootoolall~~

blah blah blah

2006-05-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

today we had Pastor Casey Treat
when he pray
i can really feel God's presense...
wow

after svc
all of us rushed to get the bus down to Jurong church for Gary's baptism
Thank God we had seats... really

my 3rd time attending a baptism svc
so nice
trying to imagine my turn being baptise
exciting!

went down to cityhall to pass tianyi his cd and to get 2 cards for my aunties's birthday
chose very long ar...
dunno which one to pick

dinner was at uncle mong's place
ICE is soosooosooosoosooo cute!!!
ICE is a golden retriver!
kawaii~~~

so tired

You are magnificent, eternally
Wonderful, glorious
Jesus

We Wholly Follow You

2006-05-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

We worship You in this holy place
And give our lives, a living sacrifice
Inspire us, to seek Your face
Jesus, we want to know You more

We wholly follow You
We wholly follow You
Teach us Your ways
Oh won't You show us Your heart
We lay down our lives just for You

my heart is dry but still im singing

2006-05-07T00:32:00.001+08:00

i am upset la...
fouled up...
why did such a misunderstanding happened...
yet it is so hard... forget it...

cell group was great.
friday's and saturday's
When sister selena laid hands
power... and truely God listens to every prayer we made.

btw...
i joined drama ministry
hoho...
ahh~~~

in Significant

2006-05-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

learnt a lot from sister selena today
from miss tiffany's incident
hai...
i will not act invisible. i am significant.

i do not like liang cha
sister selena bot for us one each
yucks... luo han guo. i drink until wanna puke...
bleax. but thanks sister. haha

went for lunch with ronald's class
so nice all of them

after work went for dinner with sister selena n huiling
bugis village inside the food court
the western food is bagus
yummy!

i am still drinking the herbal tea
cannot make it le
wah... wanna puke
yucks

1st day of monster work

2006-05-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

after yesterday's sprinting
i guess everyone has muscle ache.
man... its so bad. i had problems crossing my leg.

1st day of work
i almost went mad
not tt i cant do
i just need some getting used to

i think i almost drive jessel bonkers also
hahaha..
he sld be coming in tml
am so gonna ask him help =[ *humph* hahaha

was so scary.. to me at least
to be in the office with all the teachers
at least some bothered to help me
if they think im dao... the problem is i dun even dare to squeak.

tml im gonna bring headphones, connect to computer and listen to music
all by myself
cant stand the office so quiet...
freaky

the way sister selena intro me was so funny..
i dun think her students even said anythg
she just went "Guys i know u all are looking ar. dun look. yes jessel is not here. she is not his girlfren. she is my new TA. single and very much available. if you want her number. u know who to look for ar. me. ok. Everyone pls say hi to Miss Ying! *class echoes miss ying* or u can call her miss Nicole ok?"
i was standing n trying to look my very best. haha

tml is another day
markings n keying in
lalala~ oh... tuition tml. haha

touch up!

2006-05-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

well.. havent been posting lately
coz im super tired everyday! haha

anyways finally today i have touched up my black hair n trim it~
im sososo happy! haha~ Thank God for daniel gorgor who made an appointment for me!
lalala~

ooo... we had emerge today also
track event
though we didnt do well, it was a great experience
RockClimbing Here I Come!

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Sunday
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in the morn
i received 41 missed calls from jowell
was suppos to be in expo @ 8
ended up waking up @ 8
it wasnt me... think i freak everyone out
my brother was asleep too
sister selena got daniel to come to my hse to get us
liwei came over to pick us up... haha~
good thing to have cousins staying near u and tt 1 has a car
hahahaha~
well we had e time of our lives. except the late part
we revive those times when we wernt getting the people to church
we could had mac breakfast on the car
chatting playing
missed it sosososo much

i believe that everything happens for a reason
even being late
hahaha~
it goes to show that.. eh actually they can handle on their own
not tt i need to be there or anythg
yet i feel that the people r very united
so touching~

meeting everyone everywhere i go

2006-04-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

im exhausted
went with cell to buy bbq food
we bought a lot of food!
after cell i rushed back to school for college day
i miss my frens so much!
met so many of them there!

There is one thing i want to comment on
Andri, Arif, an arts student and me
we were award recipients
many others are christians as well
my beloved stephanie nubronner
sang solo while playing guitar
the song was Avalon's Testify to love
wah... i listen until i cried...
truely
there are many out there with talents we never thought or imagine
wonderful
and i really think that she is really a witness for God.

after everything had fin
char, deanna and me went to heeren sakae sushi!
ate till was quite full
so happy!
bot a laptop file from NUM
saw nigel also~ pam was going mad! hahaha

on e way home
met Amrit, kelvin and andy @ bishan
wad a coincidence!
seeing them reminds me of sec sch
they havent changed a bit
i miss those days!
those staying back in school to do prefectorial stuff
planning of prom nites, buzz-stops, camps, etc...
playing in prefect room
=]

climb up

2006-04-28T01:41:00.000+08:00

after work
went climbing
with tianyi, yixiang, alvin. zhigang
it was bad... so far off from my peak
but cannot keep looking back. must look forward!
finally met up with zhijian also
got free 100plus from him.
hahahha~
boo hoo.. injured my hand
blister real bad.
must wear ankle guard e next climb
ankle weak le...

ps: i GOT MY ACCEPTANCE LETTER FROM NUS
woah~ phew~ woo~ ahh~

weirdly planned

2006-04-27T01:45:00.000+08:00

sister selena asked me to help her @ chec
as a teacher assistant
wah~ happy. good pay. more to learn.
tis friday marks my 1st n last month @ cafe
pay day also
great~

today gave tuition to zhikai
end up also gave him motivation talk
he can do it 1... smart but lazy
my mcq test he got 19/22 leh...

tml gonna climb
a lil scared
so many things to bring
yeah yeah~

My 1st Vision

2006-04-26T03:04:00.000+08:00

As i was praying... crying out to God
I saw myself walking down this land
It was misty, all fogged up that i couldnt see
But i realised that God is just in front of me
even though we may lose track of God, unable to see Him
but His word says that He will never leave nor forsake us
When our circumstances are blocking our vision of where God is
we just have to hold fast onto his promise
do not let the fear grip us
Let the faith arise in us that He is just upfront waiting for us
Just keep walking, moving on despite the things that is pulling us back
then we will be able to break free

funny if u hear me say this
i think tis is my 1st vision that im very sure of
Thank You Father

Once again

2006-04-26T02:39:00.000+08:00

Father LORD I cry out to you
Please give me the chance to start over again
I didn't mean to forget you
Let me hear Your voice once again

Oh LORD can You hear me?
I feel so lost
I want to go back to the start
Where I could see You Face once again

My Father in Heaven
I love You now and forever more
Take me out of the gallows
I will testify of Your Love once again

Truely my Abba Father
You have never leave nor forsake me
Open up my heart
So I could see You in front of me once again

I Love You

arh. ha.

2006-04-26T02:16:00.000+08:00

i drove out quite far today
engine died... erm... countable la. which is good.
some road users wasnt very nice
sob. im just a small fry on the road~

prayer meeting was good
i love the worship
" ... Your Name is like honey on my lips
Your Spirit like water into my soul... "

hai... think tml after work
must rush home to do the test paper for my student
havent set finish...
i can one!

Best Line

2006-04-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

i can't DRIVE!
im so scared of everthing!
scared of the gear, accelerator, clutch, cars, everything!
wah...

its a monday today
its so surprising busy today
we made 750++ today
oh what a funny day today

i took a cab today
it was raining heavily
the taxi uncle was soosoosoo burdened by the fact that other road users did not on their head lights! he kept on sighing. so interesting!
also he offered to give me an umbrella a passenger left behind to use so i wont get caught in the rain. and i tot to myself. God is good. favor with the people. hahaha~

went to give tuition
n now im back

my best line of the day:
" every step u do must have a meaning, a purpose to it."
was applying that to solving maths problem.

the start to make my words true

2006-04-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

My mini Workout!
i did...
50 push-ups
25 sit ups
25 crunches
25 dips
50 jumping jacks
stretches
wierd movements
aching nw
=]

Today

2006-04-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

service was sososo good today!
had fun totally
n the word was really great =]

after service was...
WORD POWER CHALLENGE!
boy.. it really lived up to its name.
a challenge indeed.
hahahaha~

There was so little people left after everything
hl, me, dan, fm n wy met up with zhiwei @ bras basar popular
i couldn't recognise him!
soon after we all went home.

dinner @ mama hse today
mama came n talk to me n my bro
really happy n touched to hear her talking to us
i understand what she is trying to bring across
i understand her worry
hai... why... i don't understand
why can't people wake up

In Ter Res Ting

2006-04-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

Today is such an interesting day
believe me
it will blow you away

interview @ NTU - School of Comm n Info
i know no one there
had admission test
chose a place where e light was faulty n flickering
had to log on the internet but my com got prob
changed com
10 MCQ on current affairs - die
2 critical n analytical questions based on an aritcle.
when im almost done with my answers
guess what? my Com Screen BLACKED OUT!
raised my hand e 2nd time. so embrassing.
the wire was loose.
Thank God everything was restored.
so am able to submit my answers.
afterwards, the interview was very bad that i choose to forget.
haii... after i left the room.
i cried. it was that bad.

slowly i walked out of ntu
no one was on e road
so i sang loudly
until finally reaching the 3rd bus-stop

met up with sister selena, huiling, jowell n the guys
went to eat with sister n HL
saw ZM... oh well
the guys were very nice!
Lester, FengMing, Daniel n KC all smsed me to encourage me
when i saw their msg. i was like... *sobz*
of coz there r also many others who cheered me up!
Thank God for such wonderful friends n cell members!

Went to Sketches where tricia worked
very nice place
tried to study word power
haii.

All things will work out good for those who love Him, and is called according to His purpose

running everywhere

2006-04-22T01:46:00.000+08:00

last night
after supporting talentime
suddenly got headache
it hurt until tis morn when i woke up
pain when i had my driving lesson
what a way to start my day
panadol actifast is really good n fast. haha
started work with a lil head cramp

wah. today was SUPER HORRIBLE at the CAFE
HORRIBLY BUSY
hahaha~
recipts flying every where
orders throw about
wrong bill given
kitchen machine broke down
impatient customers
i broke a cup *sobz*
Charlene was given attitude by customer
Lijun irritated when someone ordered caramel shake in the middle of a busy time~
we made $700+ today
so happy
Jamie n Sharon let us make coffee ice cream shake with some wrong coffee orders
yummy!

bought a bible for new friend in cell - qilong
rushed down to jurong church to support christelle talentime
she is good la =] well done gurl
was 1/2 an hour late for E392 cell
me chris n wenyao rushed down
msg was good
fellowship also
happy~

with wenyao sent chris n hl back
cabfare is always sad
=[
my blister is also sad
very very painful

In You I trust, With You I walk, Before You I wait

2006-04-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

In You I trust
Believing the promise set before me
That I should be anxious for nothing
For You are with me.

'Never leave you nor forsake you' You once said
Till now I'm still holding on to that
For every step I take I'll pray
Its with You I walk with, how I wish theres no end!

Before You I'll wait
Faithful with the little things given to me
For its in my heart that You'll see
A woman after Your heart so earnestly.

things i need

2006-04-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

i really need to have a laptop.
i need sleep.
i need textbooks for tuition.
i need time.
i need anointing.
i need God.
Good night.

Faith Changes Everything

2006-04-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

yest had an emergency call from lindsay
to go down to meet karene at her place
was at home relaxing, getting ready to wash up n sleep.
called a cab down
stayed at her house till 7am
slept for awhile on e floor

I think yest experience
was God letting me see how to comfort people
be there for them when the need araises

rushed home in the morn to change n go for driving lessons
my 3rd lesson n never went out on the road
Thank God we never coz i don't think im alert enuff

after driving
went to work
was fun at work
not many people today

around 4.10
i went to meet reka n karene for movie at yishun
hp batt died on me again.
in the middle of impt stuff
went to karene's house to charge it

today is really tiring
so many things to co-ordinate
im exhausted
karene asked "arnt u tired travelling around?"
given a chance to choose again
i will take e same path

Anything for anyone
I will go
For You i strive for something more
Over the mountians and into the Valleys
On You i set my eyes on
Forever to thee
Dear friends i pray that you can see
In here you'll find eternity
Truely no one promise that everything will be easy
A step of faith is all you need
Because it changes everything

need to rest
word power
hai...
dun fail me

drive drove driven - a Force Unmistaken

2006-04-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

zzz
late fer driving by 10 mins
Thank God i have my last instructor
very nice man.
engine kept stalling today
so sad.

went to work with charlene
no food until 3pm
i was so hungry
almost had gastric

gave Sean tuition today
Cumulative Frequency
I wanna Thank God for giving me quick understanding n wisdom to teach Sean
coz i basically was surprise at myself for being able to explain something i did not touch for like donkey years.
Praise The Lord! =]

With Huiling we waited for Sister Selena @ mac
supposingly was to go visitation
yet the new friends was reluctant
hai... hai... hai...
still had a nice time fellowshipping with them
yet feel sad coz sister selena has wasted a day
not easy for her to have time off.

i must still prepare a mini test for my student
toodalooz~*

the beginning of the week

2006-04-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

went to work with charlene
today was surprisingly busy!
to think in the morn i was still saying it will be a boring day at work!
today we have quite a number of funny orders from customers.
can't they just order from the menu and not come up with something new?
lunch today was curry with almost no chicken!
i have an extra serving of rice! haha

went to have my 1st driving lesson today
i stepped on the clutch until my muscle ache
im not that flexible also. to stretch my leg in tt manner is quite a big feat!
after the lesson i was limping.

rushed down to CHEC.
helping sister selena coa she wanted to see the talentime people.
wow~ all 4 of them really can sing la! so nice~~~
afterwards went to visit Lester.
sister selena gave rededication BS to him.

im really worried about my brother's studies
he keeps playing CS coz of emerge.
this year 'N' levels n still not working.
wah~

one word - exhausted

2006-04-17T14:31:00.000+08:00

e past 3 days
gone like a breeze
caressing ur face in the hot sun
u enjoyed every moment of it
yet its gone as soon as it came

wahahha poetic ok?

Friday
attended the wedding of Rin n Aik Sing
it was @ sentosa beaufort hotel!
it rained halfway thru the afternoon
gave a tinge of romantic feel to the whole wedding
sat with the oakley gurls
i missed them so0o0ooo much =(
btw have u ever tried
a 9 course meal in the afternoon?
don't ever do that. hahahha

after the wedding
met up with wenyao, daniel, huiling n ruyou
slacked around
went home to prepare for easter.

Saturday
went for a jog with wenyao, dan, kc n kokyong @ serangoon stadium
after dunno how many years of not doing pt
i totally fail myself
wahh....

after which we all rushed home n came out again for easter service
the drama is good
envy those actors n actresses! their acting is bagus!

attended both services
booking seats was mad
dont wanna be reminded. haha...
glad that some new friends responded
so nice~

after service
met up tianyi to pass him my chalkybagy
to think my hp always decide to ps me in the middle of somethg important
without my hp how to locate him!
with e help of kc. i ended up standing by the crane camera like an idiot. hahahahhaa
people walked past kept looking!

after both service
me, hl n sister selena all had a headache
must be because we didnt eat thruout
all of us got home quite late
coz we all went to eat n fellowship with new friends
was fun though

Sunday
all woke up late
my alarm was too nice sounding
i tot i was dreaming
- daniel korkor! its not an excuse! - haha

anyway still we reached expo @ 8.20am.
queing up with e cell was fun
crapped n laughed

after service
we accompany tricia, dan n kc to donate blood
im so sad i cant donate coz underweight...
after donating they went to eat
while me n hl went back to expo to help sister selena get a cab

okok.
listen good.
heres the joke of the day.
we waited for e shuttle bus to expo.
2 bus past by us. still wasnt e one we waiting for.
afraid to be late. we went to catch a cab.
the driver took us the longer route. cab fare $7.50
coz sister selena was rushing back to school n have to get a cab after service.
we went to que @ expo for her. also we tot that we cld get a free ride to town.
but thn... daphne n yushan was going back to skl also.
sadly me n hl took the train back.
n my card got no money.
both of us pooled $10 to top up.
at the end of the day
i have only 95cents n hl 70cents.

e rest of the day will be a secret.
hahaha~
stay tuned!

programmes filled

2006-04-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

today fasted
yet broke fast @ 3 plus
coz hai... its trivium last day at work there.
so they ordered pizza.
if dun eat... also not good.
also dunno why now not like last time.
if hungry nw sure lead to headache n naseous...

after work
walked to cityhall mrt with gonny n charlene
it was so nice sitting along e river

anyway @ 630 today
met up with the prudential guy
signed up a savings scheme cum insurance thgy
not bad la
really hope can save some money

daniel korkor was with me throughout
after tt we went to buy cards to welcome the new friends
met up with sister selena at bishan and they all went to my hse
sister selena gave tuition to my brother
while dan n i ordered mac n do the cards at e same time
so nice la
=)

also am trying to ask friends to go for easter service
though most of their answers r maybe
i really believe n hope tt they could come
hai... i really pray that they will

Prayer Fast

2006-04-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

today fast
i also dunno what happened to me
12 hr is nothing to me for full fast
yet lately i cant really pull thru
i will have hunger pangs thn headache thn wana vomit
im so sad today. why like tt.
so xin ku. hai

i finally took out tt irritating rubber from in-btw my teeth
dun want braces le
coz e dentist bad!
hahahah

God please give me strength
Anoint me with wisdom
and the right words of counsel to people
Let me have good time management
for friends, cell and work

One in Roc, Two in Church, Three in Room

2006-04-10T16:01:00.000+08:00

i Saw TianYi in Church TODAY!!!
He is My rockclimbing Senior!
e last time i saw him was yesterday @ the RocCamp!
tis morn as i was walking in to church
i saw him outside attributes. he was serving there!
lol. both of us are like staring @ each other like dunno whether issit each other.
was so farnie.
but hey! he not bad 1 leh. going for Preaching Challenge!
after tt, again i saw him on the MRT Platform.
so we chatted along the way
about many things. saving the Rock peeps. it was just so nice to know another one who also is in the same team as u. trying to do the same thing.
guess what he said.
he said when he saw me in the camp, he felt tt i was different as b4.
something like communicating spirit to spirit.
lol.
i feel that it is a good start that we r all in church
something that reminds you that u are not alone.
im just over the moon la! u noe tt feeling??!?!?!?!

after service we went for church BS
thn went to TCC @ somerset.
the potato wedges r GOOD. Dipped in cheeze. its WOW.
hahaha....

dinner @ grandma hse
the cousins - liwei, weihao, daniel n me
we had some good time in the room
chatting, playing... n i really Thank God for a family like them.
=)

imagine

2006-04-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

wah
today
is so tiring

in e sandwich bar today
it is sosososososososoososososososo bz!!!
i was even hoping no one will order sandwich
kinda too much to handle
almost pengs.
almost every customer order a sandwich
imagine.

after work
met up with st n e gurls
went to Kbox!
kinda nice coz they gave us a big room
we can even play catching inside!
imagine

walking around marina square
we saw fangzhonghua, chengpide, kelly-superstar
kelly is so cool
i also wanna be superstar~~~ haha
imagine (erm... better not)

went to kenny rogers for dinner
when the drinks came
e waitress spill e cup of ice on e table
rushing off to get replacement
she knocked into a light decoration that is made of drink bottles
even with drinks inside worx
e bottle fell n broke just beside me
glass shatter everywhere
e drink even splatter onto my face
imagine (u better!)

afterwards we slacked outside marina square
on the steps facing esplanade
kept taking photos
different poses
number of photos taken e whole day = 150
imagine

i need to save

2006-04-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

LOL
oh man... am spending too mucH!
got my pay so happy~
thn i am single worx.
no family no nothing.
no bills to pay except tithing. haahaa
so all the money go wherE?
all go to me right?
go to me = shopping!!!
aiyah... i think must go set up a savings account
for the so caLLED rainy days
where i need my bankbook as my umbrella.
LOL
ok... i am getting a savings account.
=)

listening

2006-04-06T19:01:00.000+08:00

hmm...
have been thinking thru some stuff lately
thinking about what liwei has said
thinking about the conclusion what wenyao have come up with
but issit really that case..?

How do i know whether it is just me or issit God that is speaking to me.
but for no reason
will i tot of that

i believe that God has said this "i have trained u up for a time like this, havent u realised?"
will He speak to me in this manner?
is communicating with the LORD about conversing with the voice in my head
so whatever that it replies is it just me talking to myself or from God?

it always leave me bewildered...
aiya aiya aiya

fun time!

2006-03-31T17:21:00.000+08:00

Fasted today
for direction n purpose in life
also for an increase in Hunger to know God

@ 5 plus.
i already hungry till headach n giddy
almost cannot make it man.

anyway we went to NUS to play basketball!
so tiring!!!
almost vomit man. haha~~~
but was very fun!
there was wenyao, kc, zhiwei, changhan, andy, sean n me!

muscle aching
tml must work!
woooooooo

live n learn

2006-03-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just look @ situations n circumstances around me
i felt tt theres so many things to learn to absorb
no wonder they say "huo dao lao, Xue dao lao"
obstacles may make u or break u
when hit with a problem.
one cannot just be so into it that u fail to notice what God is doing in your life.
i have learnt to take a step back
with a calm heart, look @ e problem n reason it out
decisions made at peace is one tt is right ba...

ahha~~~ zzz
goodnight!

muaha. im back!

2006-03-26T16:03:00.000+08:00

tis is for u sabie =)

hmm.. havent been blogging for quite some time.
e past week have been quite crazy for me.
currently im attending 2 cell groups. E392 n W192.
so my fridays n saturdays r quite pack.
of coz on sunday there is also service n bible study to attend.
so my fri, sat n sun i cant spend it with my school friends.
on mon n wed, i hafta give tuition after work.
1 is in boonlay and e other in kembangan.
speaking about ulu places. i think i have fate with them.
i work from mon - fri.
930am - 6pm.
so its on tue n thurs tt i can be free to meet up with frens.
so practically i am staying out till 12am or later everyday.
i was very strained la.
sleeping less thn 6 hours each day.
i forgot i was having a long holiday. hahahahhaa
anyways. i enjoy such a life. yet at times u just wish for more time to be with your family.
i really Thank God still. coz i see that my relationship with my dad n bro have improved greatly.
i have too learn alot along e way.
Each day i just want to do more.
to serve God the best i know how. to serve my leaders.
n really to cross e line of limations.

revival conference the prophesy

2006-02-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

was fasting today
never eat during lunch
was a big surprise for colleagues
coz im always e one rushing them for lunch
i guess they were very worried for me
keep asking me to eat, whether i hungry, am i alrite... n stuff
haha~
i didnt bother explaining to them...

@ lunch btw...
ader came out of nowhere n hug me lor!!!
scare me... hug n call darling in e hawker centre.
was frighteningly farnie.

A level results
confirm tis wed out
horribly scared

btw Dj Rod Monterio was in our office today

after work i was delivery woman for oakley
send e spects to rafflescity
to exchange fer customer.

had problem focusing on todays revival conference.
mind very confused.
im so sad...
why like tt.

OUCH

2006-02-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

work is exceptionally embarrassing...
nvm bout that. best to forget. wahahaha
injured myself badly
like today is a span of lousy injuries.
slip off e office chair n whampped my finger onto e table.
was unable to move for while.
afterwards went to esprit to try on the clothes
it was so tight that i again hurt my finger while taking out.
bad bad... how to climb on tues?
have to tape it man.
its a lil swollen.
hai. bad bad. haha

char n st came to my workplace.
which afterwards went to timbre with lijun n pam
ate e food which bills up to $117.60.
perlini sliver having a sale!
all of us bought somethg there
i bot a cross necklace which had a discount of 70%!!!
and another pair of ear studs with 30% discount!
sososo worth it.

we ate dessert near bugis.
had grass jelly n longan.
not so nice la.
hahahaha...

deanna gave us a video of our schooling life.
very nice.
miss school.

wads next?

2006-02-23T18:01:00.000+08:00

work is fun again la.
with the bunch of crazy women.
when they nothing to do they come into e storeroom n disturb me.
haha~~~ ^^
i have a lot if minor injuries leh
those tiny tiny skin tears from opening of boxes
very painful
tml must put a lot of plasters!
hohoho...

im very blessed today
joey gave me the last wristband!
so touched.
ader gave me $20 quiksliver voucher + joey lend me her card thn still will have further 10% discount.
man... sososo touched.
haha~ wonderful.

after work, zw n shawn tham came.
thn went to SSDC with zw to enrol school for driving.
ended up too late so go bishan walk walk n ate Ding Tai Feng!
super full.
bot contact lens too...

tml st n charlene coming my workplace.
keke.

they love to bully me

2006-02-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

today ader asked me if i was happy working with them
afraid that it was one of her another trick question i did not reply
but asked her why did she asked
guess what she said
"no la... coz we like to work with you coz can bully you. n if we bully you, u are still smiling."
this is so interesting. isnt it?
hahahaha

anyway after work
joey n her friend together with me n zhiwei
we went to climb adventure!
so long never climb le
aching all over
but im happy that joey likes it
haha~
hopefully the next time all can go climb together
- ader, joey, rin, rachel, meiyu, pearlyn and hope
just imagining the scene will make me laugh
hohho...

this week is pack for me
after work
mon - climb
tue - Bible study with sister selena
wed - sign up PDL with zhiwei
thurs - going timbre with charlene n sinting
fri - Revival Conference with Pastor Ulf Ekman
happening hor? hahaha

All in a Day's Work

2006-02-18T18:06:00.000+08:00

i am really really really falling in love with e people @ work
they r so fun!

@ lunch
we watched on VCR e last episode of e Police show on channel u
while eating in the conference room

Joey bot egg tarts, crystal bao and dao huay
for all of us for tea!

Ader asked me to do friendship band for e toilet door
hahah... supposingly to change e rope that secures e door
so i end up doing 2 hours of friendship band using raffia string
to beautify it

while we were all in the storeroom
Ader ask me to guess their age
im not very good @ it
n definately was afraid to guess wrongly
ended up most wrong
n they all had a fun time "bullying" me
coz Ader told me she wont say out but she forgot
she said she nv say but broadcasted it
work n play
is so interesting

Also they ask me when im leaving
Joey tot it was march
but i told them may still be working
glad they seem like they wanted me to stay
hahahah~
in a group of big sisters
e feeling is so family like~ haha

trip to climb on monday is confirm~
apparently joey's friend n sister, ader n maybe pearlyn r going
sosososo exciting
zhiwei will help me
so many people
im excited!

i like being Single

2006-02-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

so farnie
today during lunch the ladies talk about how they r being proposed to
or what their dream proposal will be like
n they still help me think of 1
LOL

even though my job scope is really farnie over @ oakely
until i dunno why im there
but i think its great knowing them
u noe what?
they even ask me to bring them climbing!
im shocked they took it seriously
hahhahaha
really great really great

also today i finally finish shredding the whole whole whole chunk of papers
man.. e sense of accomplishment
all e bags of shredded paper all stacked @ e corner
hopefully no fire man. haahahahahaha

lalala~~~ work is so tiring

valentine valentine

2006-02-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

today @ work
it was hilarious
seriously la... putting a group of ladies together
u will get loads of fun stuff

prayer meeting was great today
superb
spoke to meeeeeeeeeeeeee man...
can't hide from Father God

theres so many thing that i sld do
but have not done
so tired
ZzZzZZZzzzz...

e reply

2006-02-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

host: how is work?

me aka beng: WORK IS TIRING LAH
BUT I ENJOY IT LOR
COZ HOR THE PEOPLE THERE ARE BERRIE NICE LAH
SO BAGUS LAH

mixture

2006-02-10T16:32:00.000+08:00

i want 2 pairs of oakelys!!!
1st is hollowpoint 2.0
2nd is choptop white
wah~~~
i want i want i want
when i get pay i go make prescription

today is so fun
only @ e last bit of work
a malay auntie came in
she ask me to help her shop for clothes
she is so cute la!!!
in e end she bot a lot coz its realli worth buying.
well.. she bot all the clothes i tot was nice in e shop.
seriously if all customer are like this auntie... i'll be so so so glad.

ok... e not to fun bit
a caucasian man came with his friend
he wanted to try some pants
as we dun have fitting rooms, customers r allow to put e clothes over.
guess what
he strip down to his briefs to try even though e shop has a number of people.
his underwear r like those super short tight pant. u noe like hot pants...
dun ask me how i noe so well...
i was beside when he pull down his trouses.
i totally freaked out.

taking a break

2006-02-08T10:49:00.000+08:00

I AM ON MC TODAY
woah... tis morn was fighting with myself whether to take leave or not.
in the end i decided to.
Thank God i took the leave
finally i have sufficient rest and i feel so much better.
was having a terrible sore throat for e past few days
yesterday had blocked nose n phelgm...
today woke up having e same thing plus headache...
haha...
MC day is cool... watched tv n enjoyed myself
guessed those at worked today will be so busy
oh no...
oh well...
haha...
tataz~ karene coming over for dinner!

Psalm 31

2006-02-08T10:43:00.000+08:00

Psalm 31
For the director of music. A psalm of David
1 In you, Lord, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame;
deliver me in your righteousness.
2 Turn your ear to me,
come quickly to my rescue;
be my rock of refuge,
a strong fortress to save me.
3 Since you are my rock and my fortress,
for the sake of ur name lead and
guide me.
4 Keep me free from the trap that is set
for me,
for you are my refuge.
5 Into your hands I commit my spirit;
redeem me, Lord, my faithful God.
6 I hate those who cling to worthless idols;
as for me, I trust in the Lord.
7 I will be glad and rejoice in your love,
for you saw my affliction
and knew the anguish of my soul.
8 You have not given me into the hands of
the enemy
but have set my feet in a spacious
place.
9 Be merciful to me, Lord, for I m in
distress;
my eyes grow weak with sorrow,
my soul and body with grief.
10 My life is consumed by anguish
and my years by groaning;
my strength fails because of my
affliction,
and my bones grow weak.
11 Because of all my enemies,
I am the utter contempt of my
neighbours;
I am a dread to my friends -
those who see me on the street flee
from me.
12 I am forgotten as though I were dead;
I have become like broken pottery.
13 For I hear many whispering,
"Terror on every side!"
They conspire against me
and plot to take my life.
14 But I trust in you, Lord;
I say, "You are my God."
15 My times are in your hands;
deliver me from the hands of my
enemies,
from those who pursue me.
16 Let your face shine on your servant;
save me in your unfailing love.
17 Let me not be put to shame, Lord,
for I have cried out to you;
but let the wicked be put to shame
and be silent in the realm of the dead.
18 Let their lying lips be silenced,
for with pride and contempt
they speak arrogantly against the
righteous.
19 How great is your goodness,
which you have stored up for those
who fear you,
which you bestow in the sight of all
on those who take refuge in you.
20 In the shelter of your presence you hide
them
from all human intrigues;
you keep them safe in your dwelling
from accusing tongues.
21 Praise be to the Lord,
for he showed me the wonders of his
love
when I was in a city under seige.
22 In my alarm I said,
"I am cut off from your sight!"
Yet you heard my cry for mercy
when I called to you for help.
23 Love the Lord, all his faithful people!
The Lord preserves those who are
true to him,
but the proud he pays back in full.
24 Be strong and take heart,
all you who hope in the Lord.

this verse really pull me through the difficult times
i have at night
from the devil's hand
he tries to confuse my mind

at the point of breaking down
liwei shared this verse with me
for he have been through the same thing
and i thank God for bringing me through this struggle

Amen

purity passion power

2006-02-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

Lord i'm hungry
for the mighty move of God

Lord i'm thirsty
pour out Your Holy Ghost

Lord i want to see
the hand of God
move mightly inside of me

Lord i'm hungry for the move of God

utterly exhausted

2006-02-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

im miss cleaner today
basically i take out the products on each shelf of e display cabinet and clean e glass
from 930 to 6
its what i've been doing
my palms r aching, arms too. not forgetting the thighs and neck
abrasions on my hand
tiny tiny cuts too
work today is WOW... ... ...

name me.

2006-02-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

name: Nicole
origin: Greek
meaning: Victorious People

i've tried

2006-02-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

don't u ever feel like everything is going wrong
like each step u take is pulling u down
well boy don't u know what you've done
to this heart you r playing

the mind is in a mess
while e heart is beginning to come to a rest
when it slowly dies with hopes vanish
don't u ever regret what u're doing

i've tried my best
i've tried so hard
i've given all i could give
just to bring u back

my boy can't you see
all that was done was just for u
but when u said "i'm sorry girl"
i knew i had to let go

i've tried my best
i've tried so hard
i've done all i could
but now its time to give up

ohhohh~~ there's nothing i could do
nothing i could do...
(background: guy: im sorry baby...)

composed by: nicole

Happy Chinese New Year (II)

2006-01-30T15:35:00.000+08:00

itS SUpER BorIng!
practically did nothing @ grandma hse
watched tv like mad
eat eat eat
contacts dried n was killing me
...zzz...
hongbao looks ok~
haha~
oh my eyes... i think i have a prob with contacts
i wanna get new spects
can i? heehee

Happy Chinese New Year (I)

2006-01-30T02:11:00.000+08:00

hi!
i just finish getting ready for new year
im in my brother's room now
he was helping me to style my hair just only
and im waiting for him to finish so that we can go!

im wearing e pink jacket n paint-splattered jeans from taiwan!
my hair is clip back
i'll post a pic up! heehee

tis year we r pretty late!
suppose to report @ grandma hse @ 9am
now is 10am
all of us woke up late!
well...still im glad im not e one who took the longest to prepare
heehee *points @ brother in toilet*

let this day be filled with warmth and joy
let e festive mood rise up in all of us
let e family have memorable moments together
let us enjoy tis day

something for u

2006-01-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

Knowing You, I've no Regrets
to all my friends out there

have you ever wonder how we ever know one another?
we may be strangers that have walked past each other
until e twist of fate that made our path crossed
when we were introduced to one another

issit in our heavenly Father's plan
that we were meant to befriend each other
or any other friends we met
don't you ever wonder how we were placed in each other's life?

every friend you make
plays a special role in your life
for worse or for the better its how you discern it
truely through them you will learn many lessons of life

definately to all my buddies n pals out there
from each of you i've learn much and have enjoyed your presence in my life
will i ever grow tired of u?
no way and i know it will be the same for u!

with loads of love,
hwee teng

Chinese New Year Eve!

2006-01-29T17:09:00.000+08:00

Here we are again
the great scale celebration for us chinese
on the eve itself
everywhere was having half-day

well.. i was suppose to go climbing tis morn
to my horror i could'nt hear e alarm
probably i was too tired
and as u should have guessed - i was late

we missed e climbing
well even i was on time we only had an hour n a half to climb
i stand in awe of the new yishun safra's wall
they also have the largest indoor bouldering walls - 2 storeys high!

went shopping afterwards in town
i so much wanna buy that shirt in flesh imps!
on it writes - trust me i'm of legal age!
wearing for the new year will be fun!

also in new urban male
theres also a shirt i wanna get but didnt have guts to wear
on it writes - my t-shirt looks best on ur bedroom floor
i just like their wittiness nothing more

@ reunion dinner
this year was at a restaurant
i prefer it at aunty lucy's house
more cosy

anyways we all went down to e florist to buy flowers
we got some small potted plants
n i have 1 in my room
Happy Chinese New Year~

call me muscle woman!

2006-01-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

i did stock-taking @ work yest n today.
moved boxes up n down.
heaviest was 18kg.
can u beat that?
keep banging onto them.
cardboard cut my hand and arms.
e dust made me sneeze.
all for work.

im aching all over!!!

today let customers bully...
luckily Hope was there to help me.
let them teased... e spects in their hand still dun wanna pay...
keep asking for discount...
after closing e deal im like... WAhHHHhhHHhhHHh i wanna faint.

thn today got a customer came to collect his watch.
it was sent to US to repair.
he made me double check if his watch is water-proof.
so farnie.
i place e watch under tap n let e water run.
hoho~
luckily nothing happened.

a customer also bot away the jacket i like!
aww...
e store really has good deals!
people faster go buy!!!

after work i met e gurls
so long never see them
missed them all.
did some retail therapy.
didnt quite work. hahahha.

Tales of the Terrifying Customers! gasp

2006-01-26T19:20:00.000+08:00

i'll just give a list of them:
1. a man unable to make up his mind on e colour of his lens after standing around for 45 mins n trying all the spects on display.
2. a man says he will go take his wallet ended up bringing his mother into the shop.
3. a lady standing so close to you with her face just an inch away asking about her spects.
4. a man who keep pushing the faulty door even when ur colleugue told him to use the other.
5. a lady asking why a model is more expensive than the other. like i'm supposed to know.
6. when the customers know more thn you.
7. taufik!!!

mistakes i've made @ work:
1. told a customer the wrong model of lens.
2. told a customer the stem was made of titanium.
3. told a customer the price was so high for a beanie is because u are paying for the branding. should have said something like quality.
4. late.
5. saying no to offers of food in pantry... when i was terribly hungry!

some of the jobs i've done:
1. selling eyewear n apparals.
2. packing different sizes of plastic bags covered in dust.
3. labelling lenses for store.
4. labelling newest season of products - i love it! makes me wanna shop.
5. changing batteries for a watch.
6. data entry of customer's mailing particulars.
7. throwing of rusbbish.
8. tidying counter n after event stuff.
9. reception girl.

interesting observants made:
1. all women working environment.
2. they love to say "wa Lau".
3. we can wear 3/4 n slippers to work!!!
4. they shout over the phone to dealers.
5. gossips after someone unpleasant calls.
6. imitate what customer says.
7. pantry is full of food but they r all thin... oh... no wonder they r thin. haha
8. they love tea breaks. well... who wouldn't.
9. in e pantry there is a fridge, toaster, oven n a big cardboard filled with food.
10. boss loves to scare me with roaches.

story #01

2006-01-26T18:31:00.000+08:00

"When everything doesnt seemed to be going in my way, i pray that everything i do is in Your way Oh Lord." the girl cried out with exasperation.

the past month have been quite smooth sailing for her and everything is fine except for her emotional department. "A girl with her emotions written all over her face." her friends used to describe her. You must be thinking that isn't it good that this girl is not fake?
In some ways i agree with you and think that it doesn't matter. This is just the way she is.

But no... she knows that deep down inside of her, her emotions are like super sensitive mines. Once u tread on it, e bomb will explode and there u see those emotions flying. Sounds scary? Do you know someone like her?

Sometimes problems are made worse when u mix emotions with them. Everytime when the girl experience disappointments especially in people, she'll throw up a fit. The aftermath of it is she will feel guilty about affecting the ones she love around her, however most of the time they don't realise what she did. Each time she apologises will leave them clueless.

You may be feeling very angry with someone for a period of time, you will be making a fuss out of everything, feeling rock bottom low for days and when u finally come to terms to apologise. You acutally realise that you have been upset for nothing for that someone did not put that matter to their heart. What a shock you will get won't you?

There are many things that the girl has to learn. One of the ninefold promise that the Holy Spirit promises is self-control. She has to learn how to control her emotions. Everyday when she walk with God, i believe that she'll receive the long awaited deliverance to really start anew. So Father i pray that every single step she take will come to find herself closer to you. She will be walking in the plans that You have set before her. I believe that when that day of deliverance comes, you will start to use her mightly and she can share and be a living testimony for You.

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eh people! comment on this write-up ok?
see got flow or link anot. haha~
must give me ur view hor...

dry + super bad day = attitude problem

2006-01-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

haiz... haiz... haiz...
dunno whats wrong with me
super tired after work
emotionally drained...
Oh Lord... please... restore me...

yes. i am working.

2006-01-18T15:09:00.000+08:00

microbeadsbag, irridium coated lens, 100% UV protection, minute model, XX twenty, M frame, pro-M frame, hybrid, hybrid small, sweep, heather, polarised lens, distortion, tiger, bangel tiger, dragon, $80 Dragon duel lens give a $30 lucy, 2 $50 n above dragon give 1 $50 box, reciept, cash only, keys, tower, further 30% discount, replenish stock, wellen canvas, 3D oakely pant, $90 bikini, ledge, press bell for assistant, sample = 1 piece only, not for sale, retail outlets, pamphlets, 2 toilets, lunch break, 930am - 1pm, 2pm - 6pm, customer, opinions, 1st day @ work...

did i show how i felt during work? hahahaha

testify to love

2006-01-17T16:35:00.000+08:00

my fave song now!
Alavon's Testify to Love!
~superb~

i passed my interview!
reporting for work tml @ 930am~
seriously speaking there wasnt really any interview
in fact she asked if i could work right away.
i didnt agreed. mentally wasnt prepared
now im not prepared also!!! must wake up early~
hohoho...

Prayer meeting was @ my house today
not bad~ 1st time use got presense of God.
yahhoo!
prayers was great! worship also!
wujun's guitar skills improved!
Praise The Lord!

What ministry ministry ministry to join? haha~
Sister Selena today share about discipline, setting good habits in the 1st 3 months of 2006
must really start thinking n doing!
haiz~ hahaha~

on the....

2006-01-06T17:50:00.000+08:00

5th jan 2006
re-signed for advance theory
went to cafe banh mi with huiling, dan, me n liwei
had our lunch there
terri jiejie came~ woah career woman!

shop around Acts thn liwei drove us to berlington Square~
me n huiling stayed in the car n i kept imitating that i was parachuting! heehee
we sang worship song very loudly along e way
went to novena sq thn tths to visit ruyou's mom

met up with e gurls @ wisma
shop for toiletries @ watson~
im down to my very last cent

went to cityhall @ 7.
met deanna n sister selena @ macdonalds
had to use my member's points coz no money le~
she had bs on salvation.
chatted awhile b4 me n deanna went home.

i've been to yiochukang, raffles place, berlington sq, novena, tths, orchard, cityhall, home
adult fare = expensive

squirmy little lazy worm

2006-01-06T17:35:00.000+08:00

4th Jan 2006
failed my ADVANCE THEORY TEST
zzz...z...z...z.z....
caught in a heavy rain on the way to the Mrt...
shivering in the empty train...
on the way to cityhall people start pouring in...
but i still huddle close to myself n sleep.

had bs with huiling n daniel.
dinner @ raffles city foodcourt eating the Beef NooDles!!!
next up me dan n HL walked all the way to PlazaSing thn back to the Kopitiam.
-tiring-
waited for changhan to finish his bs only to find out that we waited @ e wrong place.
i left when my dad picks me up.

surprise mommy with a cake bot by weihao n pressie bot by dad!
we brought e cake in while she slept.
mom was shock! haha~
i did my part ok? i also bot stuff but have give. heehee...

packed my clothes till late @ night

i've been too lazy to BLOG

2006-01-05T05:16:00.000+08:00

New Year's Eve
ohh~ i met liwei n huiling for lunch @ North Point
thn we went to Ruyou's house for a visit
around 6+ i met karene to go for Louis's bday dinner @ swensen~
i ate fish n chips again!
me n kc thn went to jowell's house to meet up with e rest
we spent our new year in a coffeeshop eating hokkien mee~ heehee

New Year
1st day of the year n we have our service!
pastor kong's message was ZHAN!
sister selena has no work today so the cell went to watch narnia together
the show was good! very nice~~~
went for family dinner with liwei, dan n weihao
after e dinner all of us went to the room n sleep
so tired... samuel came in n sprayed AIR FRESHENER @ us~
smelly~~ how ironic tt sounds.

2nd Jan 2005
i forgot what i did.
oh i rem. slack @ home e whole day.
went to kbox with john, mh, goony n alvin
sang till we peng
its been a while since i can spent time with friends

3rd jan 2006
e joke of e day
i mistaken the theory date.
i tot it was 3rd, ended up it was 4th.
i went into e room n e person cldnt find my particulars.
waaaaa..... joker rite me? malu...
went out with taipei gang to shop shop
woah! i finally bot my RoxY Blouse/sweater.
i sosososososo happy to find my size.
nw im broke.

ThanksGiving 2005

2006-01-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

i deleted my was to be entry for thanksgiving.
i found myself complaining n tired...
it sldnt be like this

the nicest part of my day was cell @ night
we had games as usual
praise n worship... i was so hungry that i broke into a cold sweat n almost faint...
thats why i couldnt really sing...
didnt eat much only some cold noodles earlier...
the sermon was great~ =)
thn was PRIZE PRESENTATION!!!
e powerpoint was a little screwed up.
i was so worried when sister asked liwei what happened...
sister selena... haiz... i want to tell u that it wasnt meant to be like this... sobz...
muaha~ i won Best Newcomer n Hungry award~~~
the whole presentation was so happening~ everyone cheered for all e nominees~
its really cool~
i keep eating the chips coz i need the strength. hahaha~
it all came to an end very late @ night
without train all split into groups for cab.
liwei drove me, huiling, shimin n emmeline home.

now here comes e crazy part
liwei, me n huiling went to jalan kayu for prata!
it was very nice!
thn we went to a big field in sengkang to see stars!
we went all out into e middle of e field to look up into the sky~
it was beautiful!
we next went to look for kc who was in e vacinity waiting for us!
thn...
i ToOk over e Wheels!!!
i drove!!! heehee... a little while~
sorry peeps if i jammed break@ hahaha~
thn it was kc's turn! he had lessons so he was so zai lo
he made a U-turn leh! impressive!
thn he drove all e way to his hse! exciting!
thn me n liwei took huiling home!

i just love growing up!

i want to be a CAMP INSTRUCTOR!

2005-12-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

liwei came over my place to discuss about the video n nominee award
aiz.. pray everything will turn out fine tml!

afterwards my mom sent me n him to lavendar mrt~
while waiting for zw they all we walked around n ended up eating ice-cream with bread
it was very nice~ chatting n eating while watching the rain outside e shelter.

i went with zw, zm n his friend, liling to the interview.
it was more filling in the form n listening to an aunty talk...
-boring-

went with zw to buy stuff for the nominee award n to meet go0ny.
@ pasta mania with deanna, zw n shawn
i had a plate of tasteless prawns n shrooms, mushroom soup that doesnt taste like it n my fav coke.
chatted quite a bit n me n deanna tried very hard to finish the food!

thn it was time to say goodbye!
went home n played 2 or more hours of gunbound.
-crazy-
did the nominee stuff while playing
im going nuts
macedemia nutz, hazel nutty, coconut?

a Slacker's Life

2005-12-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

eat sleep sing song play mah-jong =)
haha~ i woke up @ 2pm.
finally gotten my pay from liwei~!
ate what was supposed to be my breakfast as lunch.
played gunbound until i was bored with it.
went to lay on bed to read -Memoirs of a Geisha-
took a nap from 3.30pm to 6.30pm.
woke up n played some gunbound b4 having dinner
got back on the bed to read somemore until i missed e time to get ready to meet sister selena.
i tot her "brother labelling machine" was quite big so i went to meet her. to my surprise it was tiny. haha.
went to jowell's hse n ended up stoning not exactly what i have imagined.
in the end jowell, me, sean, daniel and steven went to a supermarket to buy snacks n slack in a street-soccer court until my bro came n joined us.
we had many snacks but e drinks... can u imgain all of us drinking fresh milk? hahaha. how wierd!
afterwards was lying on e short walls n i gazed into the sky.
for the 1st time i saw how majestic the sky was.
limitless having no boundaries.
i literally lay there in awe of the power of God
for He created the Heaven and Earth.
it was after awhile when we began to pack up n head for home.
i blogged tis entry after my prayer.
seriously, prayers changes the course of nature.
it changes the entire atmosphere when u pray.
ahh. so tired. im gonna sleep again. nitez

ThIs is h0w We OvErcoMe

2005-12-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

supposed to be @ chec @ 1pm.
was late
along e way met sis selena n sean chan
heng ar~ if not sure jia lat. haha

i've learn a lot today
sitting beside brother kenny is so StresSSed ar..
he told sister selena that i was fearful
hahahahahahahahaha~

met Zw to reconnect my hp line.
my contacts broke n i had to take it out
im like half blind they whole day.
we shopped quite a bit.
we bot a top for sister selena. he bot a bag for clar.
ate a very good dinner n met shawn tham!
went timbre... ate fries n iced latte~
go0ny was working there also.

went with e guys to meet sister selena n Susan~
susan is pastor lilian's REAL sister! WOaH!
she can fit into e clothes we bot. greaT!
chatted quite a while in mrt station.

nw im home playing game GB with usual gang
so so so tired
gonna sleep soon.
nights. tml another day. zZzZzZzzZzzz...

BoXing Day!!!

2005-12-27T19:49:00.000+08:00

i slept until all of the cell arrived @ my hse!
opps~~~ haha~ sorry people!
was so tired.

we had fun doing the awards~
painting, chatting, cutting, eating, singing n stuff
n it was so farnie watching sister selena asking daniel they all to join a ministry~
what can i or should join?

afterwards. met huiling with sister @ yishun@
we went to eat long John Silver! good n cheap!
i lost my hp in the toilet.
i was devestated. haiz...

anyway liwei came n picked me up.
had prata with daniel n him @ jalan kayu.
and i drank a dinosaur. very nice~
so tired. sleeping soon. nites!

MerRy ChRistMas!

2005-12-27T18:41:00.000+08:00

slept for only 1 1/2 hour b4 waking up for service.
dead tired.
a lot of e cell peeps are also dead tired.
luckily we all manage to wake up.

service was great again!
e play even though watching for e 2nd time touched me.
i only wasnt afraid of e fireworks @ e last part. haha
i was prepared!
there was a lot of new friends!
so happy~ even my aunty n uncle came!
Praise The Lord!

after service.
e guys went to e carnival n played e rides. it was hilarious!
we had lunch @ e foodcourt after that.
thn sister selena wants to eat but she was manning her CHEC booth.
me n kc went to take her orders only to find ourself helping her give out flyers.
it was great i tell u all! i met my schoolmates deoreen n zhangwei while giving flyers! they were shocked. n i was too! woah~~~
n guess who i saw also? Belinda~ so pretty! she was talking n i didnt dare give her e flyer. aiz. n Mr Jeremy never take e flyer from me lor. i complain!!! haha
after all has ended, we got sister her food n went to town.

KC bought daniel a shirt. very nice n ex. ahaahaha
i was sosososososoososo tired already by then.
met up with my brother, daniel n sean @ bishan.
i bot myself a book, e memoirs of a geisha n a driving book with exam questions!
my test date is coming n i've not studied!!!
anyway we went to my house for dinner!
i slept once i got home. super tired.

wenyao, lindsay and zt came later to join us.
we ate n drink n chatted outside @ e front porch of my hse.
so nice to talk to them all. relaxing.
btw i think baby Axel is so cute!
he play peak-a-boo with me!!! kaWAii!!!

frendz went home
only sean n daniel stayed over!
n e cell is meeting @ my hse tml. great!
boxing day~

Christmas eVe!

2005-12-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

met up with our dear hazzely who had just booked out from army camp!
haa~ botak!
me, goon, deanna, aishah n him had lunch @ swensen!
i love their fish and chips!
hazzely told us his army stories! so fun la army~
e weird customer beside our table called us "chantek" when he helped us to take a photo!
he say i look malay somemore~~~ really ar people?

after that rushed down to singapore expo with deanna for our CHRISTMAS SERVICE!
in the end actually many turned up from out cell.
sean, dan, weihao, liwei, me, deanna, changhan, law(serving choir), kc(late), huiling n 3 cousins went!
hL's 3 cousins recieved altercall! woah~~~ happy!
e play was superb! very touching also. n hilarious! haha~

after service we ate @ e foodcourt
afterwards, changhan, kc n me shopped @ J8 for all last minute christmas gifts!
bot a lot of stuff!
meeting huiling @ e mrt we went to cityhall for e next party!

actually i didnt want to go coz i was tired.
but i accompany huiling n went~ was 1/2 dead along e journey
met them @ citylink we went to this war memorial n had a mini picnic!
i was trying to be a innocent by-passer when they started play with spray cans
in the end i was dragged into tis crazy fight.
me wenyao n daniel all admit we r old and this kind of game doesnt interest us. ahah

what a christmas eve.

we spent most of our time travelling. but with u guys. its not!

2005-12-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

met liwei to purchase thanksgiving stuff
after buying in bulk i realised its expensive! how?
afterwards met sister n e guys (sean, weihao, nic and dan) for bible study
i finally completed my getting started! now wait for test!

next up we went to support jowell's dance @ woodlands!
we had to gulp down our dinner n catch a cab to get there!
her dance is WOAH! excellent ar!
impressed!

next up was jowell's house!
we went to visit her sister sharon n baby jaron!
aww... e baby is so so so cute n tiny!
kawaii~~**

sean, dan, nic, hao and jowell went bowling
me and sister went to huiling's house to visit her coz she is sick.
we cooked for her~ noodles! haha
n she gave us christmas pressie! n i got a donkey that looks like me!

sister selena accompany me to 7-11 n get noodles n soymilk
coz i was starving!
we both went home n indeed what a day has gone by
totally exhausting but fun!

with a cell like w192
what more can i ask for
u guys are so close n bonded too
n i pray we'll grow stronger each day
for we are going to be history-makers and rock e earth
i believe that this day will come
let us all have a vision
of becoming more like Jesus!

today?

2005-12-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

met e cell peeps to come to my house
it was raining almost e whole day

woah! e award we did is sososo nice la!
sister's expression when she saw e pic of it is so comical!
later in e night she told me that she was shock to see it so nice!
e standard of it was higher thn she expected!

joke of e day: huiling had a pillow fight with me!
i mean dun see her quiet quiet! really hit 1 hor!
liwei hit me also. e 3 of us was smacking each other! so fun!
im so glad to see everyone so happy!

my angel sean chan dyed his hair! brighter thn mine! hahha
my angel very nice leh!
bot me Malt CandY!!! im so touched!
he ask me nominate him be best angel~ hoho

we all left for dinner to go to j8!
me n huiling ate e most lo!
beef noodles and crispy carrot cake!
nicholas as usual gulp down his rice n liwei keep spitting food out!

walked around with them n in e end we spent most of the time @ Best Denki!
e birds video is sososososososososo farnie!!!!!!!!!!!!!
huiling cannot stand me coz i was laughing so hard!
its realli cute!!!

met karene n chatted for a while
its been like years not see her
i miss her n e gang
sobz sobz

nightz!

late later latest nights

2005-12-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

on WednesDay
i missed my dental appointment
liwei was very nice to bring food to my hse
apparently me, him, huiling are all sick...
met lagoon n sinting to collect perfume
n charlene n junyang caught up with us!
i was on a shopping christmas spreeeeed!
bot loads of GiftS!
e Bible says: give and it shall be give unto you....
heehee~ prepare my gift people!!!
pam n deanna met us and we all went to eat fish n co
well... we didnt order much. its like 6 persons sharing 3 portion of food!
afterwards... char, deanna, junyang n me went to timbre
wanted to wait fer pam n goony to end work but they took so long
in e end me char n deanna went home 1st...
i reached home around 3.10am. woah!
i went about wrapping pressies until 6am b4 sleeping

e whole day spent with junyang
made me realise how crappy he is.
terrible + horrible + over pervertic! hahaha

photos galore~ Courtesy of KC!

2005-12-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

1st pic!
E cAP is For my AngeL
heex! tis is me in my MEssy Room!

2nd pic!
My bestest best sisters in Christ
im Loving them to bits!

3rd pic!
Hear no Evil
Speak no Evil
See no Evil

4th pic!
Do Re Mi!
im pouting
she is blexing
n theres her over there smiling!

Bing Biang Bong

2005-12-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

on Monday (recap)
woke up super de duper late
met changhan wujun liwei dan weihao sean @ bugis
discussion topic: thanksgiving!
after that was shopping time!
bot my mortal a bag!
a flip flap solar plant thgy for myself n my fren!
its a joy to see it move~
*~flap *~flap

Back to Tuesday!
zt n lindsay came to my hse early in e morn!
we did our resume n i pray that DFS can employ us all
resume must have photo rite? we all took some quirky shots b4 having e OK one.
i left them @ my hse to rush to meet huiling liwei n wujun!
paiseh people~ i left them on 1 hand n was late on the other *sobz*
we shop for materials for the Award making!
thn i went shopping with my gor gor~
i bot cosmetics for friends.
cap for my angel!
notebook for my friend~
i have got nothing for myself?
have la have. a 17 magazine
after tt my gor gor go teach tuition n i went home.
wenyao came over to pass me medicine! thank u sooo much!
do e gifts for my friends thn daniel gor, nic n weihao came back home.
everyone is preparing for the thanksgiving stuff. woah~
liwei gorgor came n we had mini prayer meeting~

im so sick now.
tml is gonna be a long day.
horrible.
nose is stucked. but it drips.
throat is moist but it hurts.
wah wah wah
mr jun yang says he is going to bring me to e docs. he better!
*cough cough*

rotten rubber band

2005-12-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

e rubber bands in between my teeth
i feel is beginning to rot?
like some leftover food that got stuck
utterly disgusting

falling sick

2005-12-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

woke up with a very bad throat
sore e whole day
this is bad
ZzZzZzZzzZzz...
was pottering (reading harry potter) in the morning
met my bro, dan, lips, sean, wujun n changhan for a dicussion about thanksgiving
thn was Shopping!!!
bot a bag for my mortal!
bot a gift for my friend!
bot also a git for myself!
did stuff for sister
now im exhausted
n my throat still hurts

lEt tHere bE LiGHt

2005-12-19T15:59:00.000+08:00

in e early morning on a Sunday
i climbed out of bEd to call my friends to brace themselves up for the party
after dressing and pressing the powder
i'm off to meet the gang

new frens came to join
what a wonderous time we've spent
though heavenly places was hard to get
we all still stick through by the Grace of God

e candles were pretty
row by row was lighted up
lets all rejoice in the carols
for the Lord our Savious is Born

making our way to e place where planes fly
eating e king of burgers till we r filled
chatting playing throwing u name e actions u can see it around the table
played e worst of games of sauce drinking

back to bugis for some light shopping
met sister n liwei in a thai restaurant
woah thanksgiving is quite some matter
big big deal

family dinner @ peach restaurant
after dinner was party
went to a pub with family
played pool, darts n i had fruit punch!

woah what a day day day~~~

the little bits and pieces

2005-12-18T17:31:00.000+08:00

zt's marshmallow is about to be swallowed.
earlier @ noon time. zt n lindz came over
discussed about taiwan's trip!
theres so many places to visit... e more they find... e more we find 6 days isnt enuff!

met up with huiling to watch movie with e rest
we watched [THE PROMISE]
wasnt very promising as e t.V shows. hahaha
someone snored in e cinema n e everyone laughed!

we went to meet Zw n find sister selena
quite farnie leh
everytime e whole cell will just stand there n look in
oooo... e W192 gangsters. haha

had dinner @ tis place we never been there b4!!!
e food is good~ n e place was quite empty
Sean lead Grace~ very nice
i had yakiniku! beef rice. yummy!

after Sean left
we all went back to Heeren to wait fer sis to finish work.
e last train left n wads left of us waiting outside Heeren is me, huiling, Zw, wenyao and dan gorgor!
got on a cab with wy n Dan!

now here's e sad or funny part
i didnt have keys, my hp went flat just outside my hse, n the throwing of my wallet @ e door doesnt seem to wake anyone up.
so i climbed e gate to get in... n all e windows n door was locked. Jenny was fast asleep except Corli n my brother.
i throw my wallet to hit his Window.. after a few attempts he saw me!
Thank God really... if not i'll b hugging my dustbin to sleep.

My AngEL IS VERY NICE!!!!!
HE Bought Me e Action City DusTBin!!!
WAH WAH WAH~~!!!!
im seriously seriously shocked n stunned

i pray i'll be able to wake up tml.

Everyday is Filled with sOmEthing SpeciAL!

2005-12-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

Went with Lindsay to sign Up her Advance theory
i cannot sign my school for driving license yet!
must complete my advance 1st!
i hope to pass at 1st Go. heehee

Rushed down to Collect e Ham @ Suntec!
walking through citylink n suntec to get to tower 3 is like War!!!
fighting through e crowd i finally got there
hmm... e ham looks good. haha

went to carrefour to buy lettuce, tomato, bread and mayo with zhiwei
very fun lo!!!
i love grocery shopping even when time is running out
Thank God for express lanes also!

met up with sis, huiling and together with zhiwei we got to jurong west~
Thanks to sis's mummy! she helped us with e ham, e sandwiches n gave us many other food!
we have ham sandwich, chips, soft drinks, plum fruit, ham cocktail and icecream!
n of coz, we celebrated jowell's birthday!

there is so many stuff we have planned to surprise her
but all was not carried out leh... haha
i am little sad... coz i did some christmas decor but daniel gorgor was late...
n i never got to see it being put up. WAh...wah...sobz

after cell~ actually planned to fly cab home
but in e end decided to go back with e masses
e journey back was so so so so so so so so so so so so so FUN!
really Love w192.

discussed what time to meet on sun...
e usual time was SO early
but if we can do it e last week
Oh Lord please let us be ready on time tis Sun!

tml e gurls r coming over to discuss e trip
after that im meeting e cell to shop shop shop
Thank You Father for allowing the cell group to grow strong n let e bonds strengthened
am so happy to have them~

btw celebrated my Daddy's birthday just now
with mummy, ah hao, dan gor, liwei gor n aunty soo chin with Corli. hahaha
mango cake was nice
chatting around e table was wonderful

TAIPEI HERE I COME~

2005-12-17T03:32:00.000+08:00

my dad let me go taipei! taipei taipei taipei!!!
must find more people la Gurls...
a bit unsafe i think. heehee
WOah~!!!~~~!!!

Thanks Dad~
Happy Birthday also~ haha

Eventful Day

2005-12-16T18:19:00.000+08:00

went to e dentist tis morn.
stuff 4 rubber bands btw my teeth.
nw its hurting
its so saddening.
also dunno i put for what...

went fer job interview
@ henca international~
e person who interviewed us look a little like Jared! haha
anyway everyone was nice there
its more of a conversation thn interview

ate @ a new 7-11 shop down e street
i had mash potato n milk.
we chatted about e taipei trip
my dad is not home yet
so i cant asked if i could go =(

we walked down to chinatown food centre
ate chee cheong fun
so farnie~ bully zt to go buy!
brings back e memories of when we were young
following our mother n grandmother around e market~

no one ever notice birds!?!
to me they r like e cutest creature who doesnt speak my language
i saw a mynah with grass btw its beak
i saw many peigions on a lamp post posing fer a photoshoot
if only i have a camera @ hand

left e gurls for my bible study @ my fav Mac
they wernt there yet so i went to popular to walk around
its giangantic! amazing!
anyway when they reached i rushed back to find them
found some shortcuts = adventurous =)

after bs
sis sel, sean, huiling & me went fer dinner
i have never been to that foodcourt b4~
interesting n yes e food was cheap
happy~

Singaporeans and their MRT culture
im gonna do something about it
missed like 3 trains b4 getting on one!
being short n all
e air quality was very good below

cell was @ gary and meiling's hse
SENGKANG!!!
very nice place acutally~
cell was great
it spoke to me... greatly... haha

when we all left
sent e west people off e train
e guys spent 20-30 mins on e bridge talking... interesting!
e east people took a bus back
me kc n liwei went to find his car

Ran UP n DOWN e multistorey carpark to find liwei's car
there was like 4 carparks in e vacinity
found it in the end...
all of us were like panting n perspiring
stinky!!!

dropping KC to meet weimin
me n liwei went to thompson to eat prata
talk a lot along e way
its such times that u will really cherish
n i love my cousins =)

im finally home
tired & drained
discomfort in mouth
tml is another day
im loving every min of my life from now on

headache spells

2005-12-15T14:41:00.000+08:00

oh no... my headache spells r coming back
n i must refrian myself from eating too many panadol...
help! i hate headaches...
last time primary school... i will have servere headaches until i go hospital...
thn doc ask me go brain scan but my dad refuse fearing it will kill my brain cells...
thn it died down...
jc it sort of came back...
dunno what went wrong...
SOBZ

Why Must Everyone Link Me Up With Money???

2005-12-15T14:38:00.000+08:00

friends and friends
dear all...
after knowing me for so long... im sure you all know i dislike people linking me up with money
like... oh shes rich... does she even need to work? come on... she cant be broke... theres no link
Mr Ang Zhi Wei. tis is a warning. if u dare say it again...
i'm a normal person ok? i can b broke also... i need to work also...

speaking about work.
tml i have a sony interview!!!
pray that i can get the job. n it will b part time. haha~
$6 an hour. i can live with that.

tml's cell will not be @ my old hse anymore...
im sad... coz i wanna go back n see my hse...
but still im going to cell. coz huiling and pam is going.
dun worry liwei gor gor... i wont burn out. im too free.

now when i go out with e gurls. there's tis shift thingy
coz lijun n pammie works @ night. Deanna in e day
so im out with char lijun n pammie n when they go work we meet up with deanna.
so farnie~~~

tml im gonna go dentist... maybe put some dumb braces...
e back of my teeth are slanted in...
sad... haha~
hope it will end fast.

daddy can i go taipei?

hungry?

2005-12-14T16:34:00.000+08:00

i'm living on CornFlakes

a day @ home

2005-12-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

woke up @ 4.30pm today!
its because i slept @ 7am in e morning!

watched vcd~
*jian jing xian shen* by Gillian and Eason
very nice!

watched reply of past week's sermon on
*Power Of Focus*
Halfway through mom nag to eat, while eating watched , daniel came in, help those 3 guys took photos, sis selena called, Msn broke down...
haiz. speaking about Focus...

what a boring day @ home.
found out tt if im @ home... i never eat much...
what am i gonna do tml?
ZzZzzzzZZZzZZz....

anyone have job to intro?

Do It Yourself Day

2005-12-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

1st D.I.Y
my Basic Theory Test!
i PAssED!!! really Thank God for giving me wisdom.
prayed before the test n before i pressed the [End Test] button!

2nd D.I.Y
e gurls planned to go taipei before Chinese New Year
yeah~ i prefer asia countries! now we're talking!
shopping n stuff~ short flight hours. im not a holiday person.
Taipei is fine! haha~
asked dad already... he was trying to give reasons y no one goes to taiwan these days... n im like... wadeva. haha

3rd D.I.Y
bot materials to make christmas pressie fer Cell!
looks nice to me~ hahaha
but e fumes from e marker is gonna kill me
think im gonna have brain damage

4th D.I.Y
help sister selena @ e tutor's workshop.
was a bit erm... haha interesting
we were to be students which teachers ask questions to.
y D.I.Y? coz u have to answer them urself. haha

5th D.I.Y
after dinner, we walked over to timbre
where i bid farewell to minghan for he is going to police tml.
he can book out on fri la~
SLACK

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Father... i finally understood what u are trying to show me.
i want to have a heart like yours.
i know what to do... thank you for ur guidance...
i've learnt...

In Your Hands

2005-12-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so secure, You're here with me
You stay the same, Your love remains here in my heart

So close I believe, You're holding me now
In Your Hands I belong, You'll never let me go
So close I believe You're holding me now
In Your Hands I belong, You'll never let me go

You gave your life
In Your endless love
You set me free
And showed the way
Now I am found

All along, You were beside me
Even when I could'nt tell
Through the years, You showed me more of You, more of You

Amen. i love u Daddy

YwAnz... What an early morning

2005-12-12T13:17:00.000+08:00

time check

6.00am: mom woke me up

6.05am: called daniel n he refuse to pick up my phonecall. nic was awake when i called. jowell picked up after a few rings n told me she is on e line with my brother. zhiwei was half-dead. i forgot about kc. sorry bro! told u i will forget. haha

6.30am: getting ready

7.00am: left house

7.15am: met cell people @ bishan mrt. seriously i tell u all. i was shock to see daniel n nic there already. man its like WOAH! WAH~ YEAH^^^ all of us are like half-dead on the train. crapped a lot. i love e cell. realli love them all. picked up ZW @ somerset. n christelle @ kallang. Sean @ tanah merah. met up with law @ expo stn. Can u imagine all of us making it there so early??? its only City Harvest that can get e youths up so early to all gather and worship our Heavenly Father Amen?

8.00am: left expo stn to que, buy food and stuff. booked seats. there was like 18 of us including
E392 people. not bad leh.

10.00am: service starts! was touched by Pastor Kong when he relate baby Dayan's story when he saw his father. knowing that his daddy will not let anything happened to him. he fell asleep with a smile after struggling with rashes n jet lag. just like we should know that our Heavenly Father will not let us go. If our earthly father can provide our needs, what more can our Heavenly Father provide? even more...

1.00pm: service ends! celebrate mr Law's birthday! happy~~~

2.00pm: ate with liwei pam zw @ paya labar b4 pam n liwei go off to make-up cell. thn me n zw go back to town to meet up with the rest. walked around town like a zombie. all of us. youngsters. never wake up tis early. have a hard time e rest of e day! well... 1 perk was again we went to get free Cotton Candy! yippie~~~ yum

5.30pm: said our byes to huiling and sean as huiling goes fer ministry. she start ministry le. haiz... what can i do Oh Lord...

6.20pm: went to MeiZhenXiang with dan n liwei gor gors to buy BaGua! heehee... after 3 days of vege-fast, we want MEAT!!!

6.45pm: ate BaGua with them @ mama's hse. chatted as we eat. i realli enjoy the times spent with them. while liwei talks about cell, church. both me n dan listens. realli great.

7.15pm: dinner! so much food. but because of BaGua. e 3 of us r like not touching out rice. heehee. let e adults say somemore~~~ aiz... after dinner got headache. think i do not have enough sleep. went to sleep in e room but halfway bro want to go home... argh.

8.30pm: now im home. taken panadol extra. happily blogging. chatting. n stuff. gonna study fer basic theory tml.

something exciting Next Week!
our service we are gonna have a candle service! to catch the christmas mood! all of us will each have a candle. e lights will be dimmed. and we'll all sing slient night and stuff. kewl rite? wonderful! ! !

skin care products, make-ups n a couple of mistakes

2005-12-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

mascara...
i forgot tt facial wash cannot be used on waterproof mascara.
almost fainted when i saw my eyebags as what the promoter warned.
like panda's.

mask...
i wanna cry le.
after applying its like buring ur skin.
my face is suana-ing now.

wahh~~~ WAH... WAHHHHH!!!!

what a beautiful day hey~

2005-12-11T14:41:00.000+08:00

attended Brother Victor's Wedding today
SO SO SO SWEET!!!
was touched la. got wept a little. heehee

went to support CHEC's event @ cineleisure!!!
e standing game. joined with mr ang zhi wei.
stood for 94 mins. i've done my best so i wasnt sad when i lost to miss.100 mins =)
somemore made some friends who r my timers also from CHC n see so many pple rooting fer me.
im more than happy~ though my legs r cramping.

ate n walk around with cell
qued fer free cotton candy. hahaha~
got to j8
walk around.. hm... haiz...

nw @ home.
fretting over monday's basic theory test which i havent study
tis is so bad.
got to wake up @ 6am tml
how?

Shopping Therapy

2005-12-10T15:59:00.000+08:00

went to Soup Spoon with Lijun!
had mushroom soup and ice tea~
we chatted fer 2 hours b4 e shopping starts!

The Shopping Begins

1st stop?
RedEarth @ bugis
bot make-up base, liquid foundation, loose powder n cleansing gel
e price to pay to look nice~

lijun so farnie la!
rushed me to toilet to apply e make-up!
of coz i wont go to some crowded place.
guess where we went?
e handicap toilet in Intercontinental Hotel!

2nd stop?
Bugis village!
so many things to see and shop!
bot slippers, tortise ear studs, hair pin!
met charlene, deanna n pamela b4 moving on

Next stop?
reD EarTh @ Raffles City
bot eye shadow, blusher
again... e expensie price to look good...
oh man! e "female" promoter was A MAN!!!
but "she" is quite friendly n "her" make-up is nice
OOOoOoOooOOOo.....

The Shopping Ends

Timbre with e Gurls
Met john n mH there
its 2s20 Hangout~~~
what we did? "sight-seeing"
muahahahahahaah~~~

im loving every second with my friends
heehee~~~
im loving every minute of shopping today
kekeke~~~
im loving every hour of today
hohoho~~~

OverDose

2005-12-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

i've watched 3 movies on Vcds @ home.
they are: Twins Effect 1 & 2 and Just one Look
3 hours of TV
~overdose of love stories~

boredom is killing me.
everyone is busy.
sigh...
have they forgotten me?

e whole day
i never eat much
coz i never do much
energy used approximately zero.

tml gonna shop fer make-up n clothes!
thn go timbre!
happy~ sha la la

he never give me an answer...

2005-12-09T05:31:00.000+08:00

he only say "u only care about getting your part done. never care about others"
*sobz*
u think i want it to be like tt?????

ARGHHHHHHH
ARHHHhHHHhHhhHHh
AAaAaaAHhHHHHHHhHHHHh

WHY ARE BROTHERS LIKE THAT?

PraYer MeEting

2005-12-08T18:05:00.000+08:00

1st time in ExPo!!!
e plaCe is Fantastic!
so nice~~~

Pastor Kong n Pastor Sun is so sweet.
halfway thru e service Pastor Sun talk to us over the phone.
her prayer. power!

we r having VeGe-fast!!!
from ThuRsday to SatUrdaY!!!
realli pray fer friendS to Come~
there so many i want to bring!!!

ate with liwei dan n nic @ mAc after prayer meeting!
quite fun
OwNed!

i'm afraid...

2005-12-08T17:40:00.000+08:00

i'm fearing Discipleship.

StAy - Over Day!

2005-12-07T18:50:00.000+08:00

met e gurls @ tpy @ 7.30pm!
apparently all was late! haha~
went to timbre~ finally brought them there!
e place was quite empty

minghan they all came
suddenly we have hazzely, john, alvin, minghan, and his friend, lijun, lindsay, zeting, me and pamela all @ timbre
interesting.
had pizza n fruit punch n a bit of ice latte when sis selena called me fer
BibLe StUdY!!!

found sis sel @ foodcourt n showed her prom pics!
we r like e only ones left in e foodcourt coz it was so so so late!
had BS @ burger king n Huiling joined us halfway
got the scare of my life when changhan wants e yellow plegde list n i dun have it...
wujun only gave me complilation... Wah~~~
i left 2 more lessons to finish [Getting Started]!

went back to timbre to get e gurls
john n minghan r like mangets with like poles facin each other
REPELS
so sad...

now Zt SleePing Over!
im going to sleep le
ZZzZZzzZZZzz

~ProM pHoTos~

2005-12-07T14:59:00.000+08:00

prom.glam.photoshoot.prom.pretty.lovely.prom.rocks.star.prom.friends.love.prom.groups.party.prom.cold

i love my gurl friends!
prom preparation was mad
all those fretting and hesistation made all things worst (guess i was e only 1)
but in the end
im glad
we all still turn out fine!

2s20
my beloved class
all thru 2 years we've seen things pass
i pray we'll still stay in contact in
the years to come
we must meet up more often peeps!

ROCMOC 2005
my climbing buddies
love those times spent monkeying around e boulder wall
isolation during competition was horrible but with u guys im loving every single minute of it!
CLiMb ON!

my dear brothers!

SupeRsTar JUnYanG
WiTh hiS FanCluB frOm 2S20!!!
we are all just star-struck arn't we?
actually he is just e guy next door(class) ~
superstar? try harder.
comedian? u bet!